3 months into Paeds posting, I have been well. I learn few things here and there, I abide to new rules and ways, I play along with the game. I thought the last 3 weeks would be like another sip of chocolate milk..until today. For the first time ever since I started working, I have now successfully revive the old me. The me who I used to be back during my student days. The me who is grumpy and particular and cynical and dictatorian. The me who wants things to go her way and nothing but her way.
My judgments are now hammered and plastered and secured well.
My patience is of narrow practical index. When I deemed someone as being incompetent and slow and being a liability to me..you're done. Too bad that I have no other choice but to endure the rage till the finishing line. Let's just hope my sanity does not wears off till then. I am no kickass excellent houseman, I have my own limitations. But I always pay attention to my do and deeds, and most importantly, to improve myself with every passing day. I might have raised my voice at few spots here and there, but that was my rage speaking out. When the limbs are limp, it's time for the subconscious feel to take over and speak up the once hidden. That's why..things happen.
So yeah. Things happened.
