3 weeks into Surgery.
Felt like 3 years already *sigh*
I figured something out during my past 3 weeks into this cruel-er environment..
Not into surgical-based anymore. I know that now.
Weird, it is.
Surgery was one of my best-performed postings during my student years.
*shrugs*
Probably because Pikah and Ila aren't here with me anymore, everything (or rather everyone) just seems so..distant. At times I just can't help feeling disconnected. My brain recently has developed the tendency to shut down and shove off everything from its processing storage. I'd go mental-blank for a quick lapse. Eventually I learned to just not care. I do hope for a better change. But unfortunately, I have nothing else to do except to buy more time..at least until Surgical posting ends..
Say in another 3 months or so?
*snort*
